


Also hopefully I wont be burning all my energy in a short space of time fighting the balance, kayaking when I am able does mean that for the next 4/5 days I am in chronic pain and im not afraid to say that it is so bad that I do cry because it feels like I have had my legs broken.
People often dont understand why I do go out paddling when my pain scores lower only to cause more pain, its simple, if I dont take advantage, the pain will get worse anyway and so I might aswell grasp the chance to feel alive for a short time.
Eventually there will come a time when I will have to quit but until then, I intend to push on and enjoy that feeling you only get when out on the water.
